Monday, February 14, 2011

The end of the day

I made it through the day without alot of tears.I stayed buzy most of the day it was so nice outside, it got in the 40's. So we all got outside and got some of the layers of melted snow better know as ice from the driveway.The redneck that I am got the the ice off the drain in the street, I had to get an ax.I got it busted and yes we found the drain so maybe now the melting snow will drain into where it's suppose to go instead of building up at the end of the driveway.
This evening my nephew drove out to visit, it is so nice when he comes over,looks like we are all gonna get together this week-end.
I love my family.

Valentines Day

Let me start with Happy Valentines Day to one and all. This day will not be so happy for a year ago today my Mom called to tell me she had found out she had stage 4 colon cancer. So I pray that with the help of God and my dear family I can get through this day. Just when I don't think I can cry any more the tears come even more. 
So I am telling myself to hold it together for my MOM wouldn't want me to go on mourning her.She would say to me "CHILD OF MINE LIFE GOES ON DON'T WORRY"  she allways told me not to worry, I never listen.......
I have got to end this for now, 
Have a Blessed day  

Friday, February 11, 2011

A little bout me

So today is my first day to write, yesterday I was going to but decided to post pictures of me and my birth Mom that I lost to colon cancer. I found out she was sick on Valentines day last year.So I am not so much in a Valentines mood this year. I was blessed growing up, for I had two Mothers.One gave birth to me and one that raised me. Loosing my Mom has been very hard for me. 
Now that my husband and I have relocated to Massachusetts I have started seeing a Doctor.Come to find out I have O.C.D. and today I find out I also have ADHD. They tell me I have had this for a long time but was able to control both.But after my Mom got sick I started not being myself in many ways.And I tried to ignore all the signs, but they wouldn't go away.
So when my little Sister told me she started a blog to help her vent and share ideas and just talk about her day, I decided I would give shot.It could help me with all the stress.Seeing the stress is what is making my O.C.D. and ADHD come out.
My life is blessed and may yours be also